Saturday, October 22, 2011

understanding???

hate myself for seeking others understanding when i dont even understand myself..huhuhu

when i'm down..always get a hope that ppl wil understand me but the fact itself i dont even understand y on earth that i'm being down..huhu T_T

lately someone had pulled my sadness trigger...sian dier xpsl2 kene tempias..
i've been embrassing myself for making him/her sad.. i'm such a bad person kan...
disebabkan masalah sniri org len yg kene tanggung..uhuhuhuh

now i think i've woke up from bad dream already..can recover from any sadness slowly.... ^_^
i should always smile no matter what..should not be a burden to others coz i'm independent rite..

dh ujung2 25yrs old nih...cam2 rs dugaan perasaan hahahahah...naseb badan la... *_^

till then..adios ^_^

**allah humma solli ala muhammad wa ali muhammad**

Friday, October 21, 2011

this song fits my feeling yesterday...T_T


C.N. BLUE - Teardrop In The Rain lyrics


No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
Teadrops in the rain

I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are
I wish you're coming back to me again
And everything's the same like it used to be

I see the days go by and still I wonder why
I wonder why it has to be this way
Why can't I have you here just like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on ?
I don't know if I can go on without you oh

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say
I wish you're flying back to me again
Hope everything's the same like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on
I don't know if I can go on without you, without you

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... I shed teardrops in the rain
Oh... Hey... Teardrops in the rain

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees (no one) no one feels the pain (no one)
I shed teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain...

Saturday, February 19, 2011

another sunday~

hihihih...another boring sunday when i'm in KL...wiken ni xblk kg coz br jer blk.....
so plan ari nih nk g opis setelkan testing...tp lom2 g lg...hahahha

si iqbal tu dh kebuluq tgu mekdi dier..hahahah.
sian dier..dh ler smlm jd pak delivery aku...so arinih kene return favors la..sabaq noh... :D

Sunday, February 13, 2011

LIFE???

hahahah...wat's 'LIFE' means to u guys???


my life only means when i can see my famili...go shopping..n playing...
but 'working' is kinda no-no for me when ur superior only consider the timeline instead of ur expertise...such an inconsiderable... :(


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

mari kenal sape itu yahudi~

Sifat Bangsa Yahudi Dalam Al-Quran

Siapa tidak kenal dengan kezaliman Zionis yang kejam merampas tanah dan membunuh rakyat Palestin dengan sesuka hati mereka. Jika melihat watak Israel demikian, sebenarnya tidak perlu hairan. Ini kerana, Allah SWT melalui wahyunya dalam Al-Quran sudah menggambarkan sifat buruk orang-orang Yahudi yang zalim, membuat kerosakan di muka bumi, dan suka mengobarkan api peperangan dengan bangsa lain, terutama kaum Muslimin.

Dalam Al-Quran sekurang-kurangnya disebut 22 sifat bangsa Yahudi, iaitu:

1. Keras hati dan zalim (Al-Baqarah: 75,91,93,120,145,170; An-Nisa: 160; Al-Maidah: 41)

2. Kebanyakan fasik dan sedikit beriman kepada Allah SWT (Ali Imran: 110; An-Nisa: 55)

3. Musuh yang paling bahaya bagi orang-orang Islam (Al-Maidah: 82)

4. Amat mengetahui kekuatan dan kelemahan orang-orang Islam seperti mereka mengenal anak mereka sendiri (Al-An’am: 20)


5. Mengubah dan memutarbalikkan kebenaran (Al-Baqarah: 75,91,101,140,145,211; Ali Imran: 71,78; An-Nisa: 46; Al-Maidah: 41)

6. Menyembunyikan bukti kebenaran (Al-Baqarah: 76,101,120,146; Ali Imran: 71)

7. Hanya menerima perkara-perkara atau kebenaran yang dapat memenuhi cita rasa atau nafsu mereka (Al-Baqarah: 87,101,120,146; Al-Maidah: 41)

8. Engkar dan tidak boleh menerima keterangan dan kebenaran AlQuran (Al-Baqarah: 91,99; Ali Imran: 70)

9. Memekakkan telinga kepada seruan kebenaran, membisukan diri untuk mengucapkan perkara yang benar, membutakan mata terhadap bukti kebenaran dan tidak menggunakan akal untuk menimbangkan kebenaran (Al-Baqarah: 171)

10. Mencampuradukkan yang benar dan yang salah, yang hak dan yang batil (Ali Imran: 71)

11. Berpura-pura menyokong orang Islam tetapi apabila ada di belakang orang-orang Islam, mereka mengutuk dengan sekeras-kerasnya (Al-Baqarah: 76; Ali Imran: 72,119)

12. Hati meraka sudah tertutup akan Islam kerana dilaknat oleh Allah SWT yang disebabkan oleh kekufuran mereka sendiri (Al-Baqarah: 88,120,145,146)

13. Kuat berpegang pada rasa kebangsaan mereka dan mengatakan bahawa mereka adalah bangsa yang istimewa yang dipilih oleh Tuhan dan menyakini agama yang selain daripada Yahudi adalah salah (Al-Baqarah: 94,111,113,120,135,145; Al-Maidah: 18)

14. Tidak akan ada kebaikan untuk seluruh manusia jika mereka memimpin (An-Nisa: 53)

15. Tidak suka, dengki, iri hati terhadap orang-orang Islam (Al-Baqarah: 90,105,109,120)

16. Mencintai kemewahan dan kehidupan dunia, bersifat tamak dan rakus, menginginkan umur yang panjang dan mengejar kesenangan serta takut akan kematian (Al-Baqarah: 90,95,96,212)

17. Berkata bohong, mengingkari janji dan melampaui batas (Al-Baqarah: 100,246,249 Ali Imran: 183,184; An-Nisa: 46)

18. Berlindung di balik mulut yang manis dan perkataan yang baik (Al-Baqarah: 204,246; Ali Imran: 72; An-Nisa: 46)

19. Mengada-ada perkara-perkara dusta dan suka kepada perkara-perkara dusta (Ali Imran: 24,94,183,184; Al-Maidah: 41)

20. Berlaku sombong dan memandang rendah terhadap orang-orang Islam (Al-Baqarah: 206,212,247)

21. Tidak amanah dan memakan hak orang lain dengan cara yang salah (Ali Imran: 75,76; At-Taubah: 34)

22. Selalu melakukan kerosakan dan menganjurkan peperangan (Ali Imran: 64)

credit: www.isuhangat.net.

Wallahualam.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

doa tuk nenek~




thank s to Allah..nenek had passed her critical stage last Friday where she been admitted to hospital due to less sugar, high fever..n some lung infections...
y i said dat she was critical is bcoz..she's already n almost 80yrs..so we a bit worried about her health..
n in fact b4 this, she also not dat really well....

so only to Allah, Rasulullah s.a.w & ahlul bayt a.s i pray that nenek will get very well soon...
since she's d only nenek dat i hv of coz i want her to recover so dat i still can see her more n more...

rse cam nyesal lak blk kl awal when nenek still in hospital... :(

allah humma solli a'la muhammad wa ali muhammad...

Friday, February 4, 2011

down~

dunno y i hv dis uneasy feeling in me...

i do hv a thought that only me thinking of others while the reals is not...

anything i wanna do...always think of others...'ape org kate klu aku wat bende nih @ bli bende nih..sedangkan ramai yg tgh sesak la nih...'
tp tup2....ade lak org yg aku pk kan kesusahan dier...actually terlebey kesenangan dier...(bagi aku la...) so i'm a bit frustrated n upset whenever i think about this...

n whenever i need my sis d most...she's not available for me..unlike when she need me n i always there 4 her...mebi i'm just not a good sis at all... :(


so i'm telling to myself...this is d reality..mebi i hv done enuf taking care of others..but actually it is not...so nk x nk kene telan je la ape yg berlaku..coz Allah knows better kan...

la ni aku wat jer ape yg aku rs patut...just go with d flow kan... :D

Monday, January 31, 2011

aw@y~

weeehuuuu!!!
finally i'm home...away from works..away from xquery...hahhahaha
hopefully leh rest kan otak nih..n xde dh mimpi mlm2 psl 'build'....
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hepi CNY to all celebrates it...n hepi holiday to all... :D

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Obsession~

am i too obsessed with k-pop@k-world??sure hell i'm..hahhahahah
my mind is been divided into 4 parts but not sure about d equality...hehehe
1)famili
2)work... sigh~
3)k-pop a.k.a k-world
4)shopping
so basically..mmg i'm thinking about k-world 24/7 hahaha..lg2 skang ni tgh dmm goguma couple in WGM...
so can i make a wish to hv chingu..nampeyeon like yonghwa??? sure i can..tp ade ke version tu kat cni?? lg2 yg leh terima my famili lifestyle which is i think abit different wif others..
aigoo~my mum said i'm too choosey..of coz i'm..ni sume influential from reading and watching all those super-perfect couples..romantics scenes...

hahahah..ntah ape2 aku merepek nih..chow dulu...nk layan k-pop lg nih~

29th days after new year~

hehehe..lame giller xtulih cni...
xtau dh nk tulih ape...keje skang ni cam xde life lak..tp hopefully this buziness is for temp only...
i wish my famili will be more understanding wif my current situation..but yet i cant forced everyone to understand me rite...
it's a sad things when ur famili argue about ur time..T_T
tp ok la..since skang nih pon aku xde bf..so just kene jage perasaan famili tersayang jer..yg len tu lantak pi la.. maleh cheq nk pikiaq...hahahha