understanding???

hate myself for seeking others understanding when i dont even understand myself..huhuhu

when i'm down..always get a hope that ppl wil understand me but the fact itself i dont even understand y on earth that i'm being down..huhu T_T

lately someone had pulled my sadness trigger...sian dier xpsl2 kene tempias..

i've been embrassing myself for making him/her sad.. i'm such a bad person kan...

disebabkan masalah sniri org len yg kene tanggung..uhuhuhuh

now i think i've woke up from bad dream already..can recover from any sadness slowly.... ^_^

i should always smile no matter what..should not be a burden to others coz i'm independent rite..

dh ujung2 25yrs old nih...cam2 rs dugaan perasaan hahahahah...naseb badan la... *_^

till then..adios ^_^

**allah humma solli ala muhammad wa ali muhammad**

this song fits my feeling yesterday...T_T

C.N. BLUE - Teardrop In The Rain lyrics

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
Teadrops in the rain

I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are
I wish you're coming back to me again
And everything's the same like it used to be

I see the days go by and still I wonder why
I wonder why it has to be this way
Why can't I have you here just like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on ?
I don't know if I can go on without you oh

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say
I wish you're flying back to me again
Hope everything's the same like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on
I don't know if I can go on without you, without you

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... I shed teardrops in the rain
Oh... Hey... Teardrops in the rain

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees (no one) no one feels the pain (no one)
I shed teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain...