down~

dunno y i hv dis uneasy feeling in me...

i do hv a thought that only me thinking of others while the reals is not...

anything i wanna do...always think of others...'ape org kate klu aku wat bende nih @ bli bende nih..sedangkan ramai yg tgh sesak la nih...'
tp tup2....ade lak org yg aku pk kan kesusahan dier...actually terlebey kesenangan dier...(bagi aku la...) so i'm a bit frustrated n upset whenever i think about this...

n whenever i need my sis d most...she's not available for me..unlike when she need me n i always there 4 her...mebi i'm just not a good sis at all... :(


so i'm telling to myself...this is d reality..mebi i hv done enuf taking care of others..but actually it is not...so nk x nk kene telan je la ape yg berlaku..coz Allah knows better kan...

la ni aku wat jer ape yg aku rs patut...just go with d flow kan... :D

aw@y~

weeehuuuu!!!
finally i'm home...away from works..away from xquery...hahhahaha
hopefully leh rest kan otak nih..n xde dh mimpi mlm2 psl 'build'....
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hepi CNY to all celebrates it...n hepi holiday to all... :D

Obsession~

am i too obsessed with k-pop@k-world??sure hell i'm..hahhahahah
my mind is been divided into 4 parts but not sure about d equality...hehehe
1)famili
2)work... sigh~
3)k-pop a.k.a k-world
4)shopping
so basically..mmg i'm thinking about k-world 24/7 hahaha..lg2 skang ni tgh dmm goguma couple in WGM...
so can i make a wish to hv chingu..nampeyeon like yonghwa??? sure i can..tp ade ke version tu kat cni?? lg2 yg leh terima my famili lifestyle which is i think abit different wif others..
aigoo~my mum said i'm too choosey..of coz i'm..ni sume influential from reading and watching all those super-perfect couples..romantics scenes...

hahahah..ntah ape2 aku merepek nih..chow dulu...nk layan k-pop lg nih~

29th days after new year~

hehehe..lame giller xtulih cni...
xtau dh nk tulih ape...keje skang ni cam xde life lak..tp hopefully this buziness is for temp only...
i wish my famili will be more understanding wif my current situation..but yet i cant forced everyone to understand me rite...
it's a sad things when ur famili argue about ur time..T_T
tp ok la..since skang nih pon aku xde bf..so just kene jage perasaan famili tersayang jer..yg len tu lantak pi la.. maleh cheq nk pikiaq...hahahha

frustration???

today i've made my big decision where i turn-down an career offer...
basically this offer gave me better opportunity n pay..perhaps :(

but everything happens within Allah's will plus my instinct...

nvr mind~ i'll always believe wif "rezeki ade dimane2"

so i dun feels dat frustrated tho cam dh ramai yg tau psl offer nih...

dun worry intan..keep fighting n pray for the best~! hwaiting~!

still in mood~

mood ape kah? hahahah for sure la mood blogging nih...

ape ek nk tulih arinih??
nape ari ahad aku stended xde progress nyer???

anyone can suggest me wat to do for my nxt2 sunday???

hahahah..ekceli nk tulih len...tp dunno how to put it in words....
so ni je la tuk tatapan umum...hikhikhik

newbie....

salam,

welcome to blogger world...~ i said to myself.

hehehhe b4 dis mmg dh ade org ajak...persuade join blogging nih..tp due to my laziness n tot dat it's juz wasting my precious time....so wat dunno jer...

ahahahhak...akhir nyer termakan diri...br nk menjinak2 kan diri.....

sila la beri tunjuk ajar yer kengkawan ku sekelian...